Tapi sebenarnya tgh ala2 ber-hibernasi. Sbb asek sakit2 je since last few months. Mudahan esok lusa diberi kesihatan yg baik. InshaAllah. Malam2 sket ka, esok kaaaa tgu mood datang kita update bebetol k. :)
Monday, March 12, 2012
Friday, August 5, 2011
I Want You, and Just You.
Dear husband,
You always wanted to know why? Why do I chose you? Why do I married to you? I might not have the right answer that you have been expecting me to say. Because for me, everything are the right reasons why i married to you. Everything.
I thank God for allowing me to share your happiness with me. To share your family, & friends with me. I have all that when I'm with you.
Sometimes, all I really want to do is sit beside you. I love to watch cheesy & crappy movies with you, and we will laugh at them together. I love to plan things with you, things we'll never do (coz you always said bout saving the money) , but for some reason just planning them with you is fine with me. I love to talk to you about everything & anything. I love to goof around with you and make jokes that aren't funny but we'll laugh nonetheless.
I will always want to fall in love with you, over and over and maybe at one point we'll get tired of each other, & I am sorry for not having the right answer to your question, but until then, I want you, and just you.
I am sorry,
Your wife.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
A Day To Remember
13 May 2011
Bangun pagi, tetiba baru perasan mcm da lama tak 'period'. Rasa mcm malas2 je nak pergi kerja. Sms to TL, cakap hari ni masuk lambat. Segera bukak drawer cari 'pregnancy kit'. Masih malas2 nak bergerak. Masuk toilet, buat la apa yg patut & menunggu. Tunggu lagi... Tetiba.. Terkejut skejap. Positif!!! Segera BBM Kepet. It was one of the best day of my life. But still mcm percaya
x percaya lagi.
14 May 2011
Bangun pagi. Masih was-was kot la pregnancy kit semlm bengong ke, false alarm je ke. Test yg ke dua. & the result positif jugak!!!!! Syukur Alhamdulillah. Tak sangka. Rezki. Tuhan da bagi. :)
10 Jun 2011 (9th week)
Hari ni ada appointment dgn Klinik Wanita TTDI. My 1st scan. My baby scan. Cuak. Sbb tatau nak respon mcm mana bila bakal tgk scan ni apa semua. Kalau diikutkan kiraan, mungkin dalam 9 minggu umur kandungan ni.
Perasaan? Tak terbayang. Gembira. Tapi bila nada percakapan Dr Idris mcm lain sket. Dia mencadangkan blood test & pengambilan supplements.
15 Jun 2011 (10th week)
Dapat panggilan dari Klinik Wanita TTDI, Dr Idris nak jumpa, berkaitan keputusan blood test katanya. Serta merta rasa tak sedap hati, if nak bgtau keputusan smpai nk kena jumpa doktor.
16 Jun 2011 (10th week)
Keputusan blood test. Buat mengalir jugak lah air mata ni. Toxoplasma dalam manusia biasa ialah 3.0 . Aku pnya ialah 7.5. Punca? Doktor cakap aku tak boleh dekat dgn kucing. Merbahaya. Sebab doktor cakap mmg effect kat kandungan. Terpaksalah duduk kt bilik je lps ni. Siang malam kena makan ubat.
23 Jun 2011
Lately aku memang sibuk. Kerja2 ofis & kerja luar. 4.30pm, lps settle smua kerja, baru la ada masa nk ke toilet. Terkejut. Sbb tetiba aku ada bleeding. Panik, terus nangis. Segera balik umah, pergi klinik, derang suruh terus ke hospital.
Hospital Pantai, Bangsar. Pukul 6.30pm sampai emergency, tp pukul 8.30 baru derang entertain. Masuk dalam, masih kena tunggu. At last, nurse yg datang. Katanya, bleeding ni kes biasa je org mengandung. Suruh dtg semula esoknya. Lgsg xde siapa yg check, but still kena charge mcm biasa. -____-"
26 Jun 2011 (12th week)
Dari hari Khamis smpai la ke Ahad, still berdarah lagi, biasa je. Tapi around 7pm, tetiba sakit semacam. Mmenyucuk2. Mcm contraction. Dekat 15 minit dalam toilet. Aku da tumpah darah. Meleleh2, penuh lantai. Nak panggil adik pon xberdaya. Capai hp, call Baby suruh dia naik kt bilik. Mama & Baby terkejut,Istighfar panjang. Segera ke hospital. Yg terdekat, HBKL wad bersalin.
Sampai 3 doktor, 2 nurses & 3 interns ada dok rawat. Doktor cakap, memang aku keguguran. Sambil doktor2 buat rawatan, air mata tak berhenti2 nangis. Terlalu sedih, sampaikan nurse terpaksa pujuk. Dia pegang tangan aku, & mintak aku banyakkan bersabar. Sakit. Tapi lagi sakit & pedih bila tgk darah2 meleleh, & kandungan yg gugur tu berjaya dikeluarkan. Air mata tetap tak berhenti. Nurse yg sama bersihkan darah2 & badan aku. Doktor bagi suntikan, untuk make sure semua da keluar & takde yg tertinggal, so tak perlu D&C. Doktor buat scan, bila ditunjuk je monitor, aku menangis lagi. Kosong. Rasa mcm kosong dunia. Tuhan je yg tau apa aku rasa.
2 Ogos 2011 (supposed to be my 17th week)
Sekarang, Alhamdulillah, semakin sihat. Tapi kadang2, bila nk tido, hati akn teringat. Pernah sekali, aku menangis teresak2 tgh malam. Kepet tgk aku sedih, dia pon sama mengalir air mata. Bukan senang semua ni. Tapi aku terpaksa menerima kenyataan. Bukan rezki.
Cubaan utk menguatkan diri sendiri. "Yg penting aku mesti sihat, badan kena sihat, supaya suatu hari nanti badan aku cukup sihat utk rezki akn datang".
Baby, you'll never be forgotten. InsyaAllah.
Friday, June 10, 2011
Vendor - MUA for Akad Nikah
Post ni might be ketinggalan zaman kot. But still, i want to highlight on this lady punya magic touch! Kenal dia from a friend of mine - Along. Dia yg rekomen kan si MUA nih. Last minute punya booking. Like 2 weeks before kot baru kelam kabut carik MUA utk nikah. Huhu..
Date: 3rd February 2011
MUA: Farina Jamal
This is what she has done during my Make up Test / Trial.
I like it. Simple. But nice!
Make up session.
Tadaaaaa!!!!! Ini lah hasilnyaaaa!!!!!
LOVE LOVE LOVE
Thursday, May 26, 2011
How I Met Your Father S01
Kids, this is how I met your father! ;)
Back in 2009, i moved to JB. Sesuka hati, membawa diri. Kerja jadi vendor to Petronas/MISC. Masa tuh, tingal sesorang kat Pasir Gudang. But still in touch with all good friends via FB. Disebabkan ni, aku salu menghabiskan masa ke Singapore. Sekangkang kera je. Nek bas RM2 da sampai!! Tetiba kuar berita Muse!! nak dtg perform kt Singapore! OMG. Happy.
Through FB jugak la, aku jumpa Kepet. I mean, kitorang contact pasal Muse concert nih la. Aku offer tlg belikan tiket utk dia & kawan2. Since aku asek keluar masuk Sgpore je kan. Selama nih x pernah la pon borak sepatah haram. Muse punya pasal takpela. Tadaaa!! Punya la seronok, da beli tiket Muse!!!
Kepet dtg JB on the 2nd Feb. Malam. Aku yg jemput kt Senai Airport. Perghhhhh.. 1st time jumpa siyut. Nak ckp apa pon tatau la! Hahah. Aku bawak dia makan kt Singgah Selalu. (he still has the reciept okayh). Kalu bukan sbb Muse concert nih la, mmg aku xkawen lg kot smpi skang agaknya!
Kepet bought me this! ;)
Ni masa Kepet memula nk request relationship kt fb. Heheheh
3rd Feb 2010 - 1st time jumpa Kepet kt JB
3rd Feb 2011 - I'm officially Kepet's wifey! :)
Monday, April 25, 2011
Pesta Durian!
Pesta durian, during Tokyah's birthday party last Saturday!
Big YAY! to Kepet. Big NO! to me! T_____T
No, i dont eat durian. Cant even smell them.
Ive tried them 10 years back. MRSM Muar. At that time, the price of a big basket of durian is only RM10!! Fresh! Shared with Yusrina & Azalilah. 3 of us ate the durian like nobody business! Burpppp!!! I only managed to finish like 2 durians only. I heard that people said, drink water from the durian skin & you wont end up having fever or hotness.
First sip from the durian skin... Few seconds later, i feel like weird. Immediately ran to front door, heading to toilet. Unfortunately, I already threw everything up in front of the room. In the drain. I am so sorry Ila & Yus! It stinks!!! Huuhuhuh.
Since that, NO MORE DURIAN! Thats it! Byebye!
Friday, April 22, 2011
Kentut
Kepet: Perempuan kentut bunyi ke?
Me: Kenapa, you tak pernah dengar ke?
Kepet: Mana tau, tak pernah dengar pon!
Me: Nak dengar ke? Hahahahahah
The Dilemma
Its MJ!
MJ stands for Malam Jumaat is officially our own movie night. Its no outside activity night. Just sit back, relax & watching the movie in bed. I've downloaded this movie called The Dilemma. Find trailer here.
The Dilemma:
Vince Vaughn, Kevin James, Jennifer Connelly, Winona Ryder, Channing Tatum, Queen Latifah.
Synopsis: Ronny (Vince) & Nick (Kevin) are best friends since college. The problem is when one day Ronny saw Nick's wife - Geneva (Winona) is cheating with Zip (Channing Tatum), some younger guy. The dilemma: Should Ronny (you) or should not he tell his best friend? Both are his friends since college.
Guy's answer: Bro code. Should tell.
Woman's answer: Stay out of this. You don't want to break your best friend's heart. Beside she's the wife, he will trust the wife more. Besides, the messenger will take the blame.
Hmmm.. I asked Kepet. If it happens to him, what will he do?
He answered immediately: " I will tell my best friend."
One thing i learned from this movie is "HONESTY", in whatever you do! No secrets! Thats how Kepet & I fell with each other. We tell everything during our first date. Both of us accepting each other for who we are in the past & now! & now looking forward to live our future! Alhamdulillah!
xoxo
Edy
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Chapter 1
Hello!
My name is Edy and in February 2011 I married Kepet Ichigo, the man I'd been praying for my whole life.
We are completely opposite in almost every way. He is a body boarder and I'm kinda poppie. He's great at any kind of sports whereas I look like a a ballerina (and a comical one, at that) when I play, or rather try to play tennis. T_____T
I am constantly looking for something I lost, while he is extremely organised. -____-"
It makes our relationship and times spent together interesting, fun & challenging. We even each other out perfectly.
Two with one heart.
So, this blog is about our life together. Where mundane meets adventure and life meets love.
^__^
xoxo.
Edy
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